Itzzzzz 3am

I have so much fucking energy. I feel like running the mile right now. Urgh, I actually feel like clubbing or something actually and doing something really stupid.
Oh, I attempted to make a video BUT MY NEW CAMERA IS FUCKED UP? I don't get the memory, it cuts off my video, what the hell.
And I restyled my hair, actually not much of a change but I like it, it's a bit different actually so it's good.
Am I the only one that gets horny when they're tired/it's late? fkdsj
Err that reminds me: I don't really see what's so great about porn.
Wouldn't you rather see someone you know instead of some hard stranger
I don't see why it's addicting, it's sort of gross.(except gay porn)

LMAO Ok I'm really sick, it's sexy isn't it?

I want to make myself a cup of tea but I can't be fucked. Maybe at 4am if I'm still alive. I'm going to watch project runway and ANTM in a mo I think.
I need to keep busy tomorrow.
I'll finish designing my room, make a package for Gwen, finish some art...OH and I'm going to see who's still in the city and wants to hang out. I want to do some shopping and get fabric. I'm going to get started on making things with my sewing machine. I'll do some sketches and start out with basics even though I am really eager to get to complicated unique things, like. I also think I'm going to make a new years resolution tomorrow.
I want to spend New Years doing something really wild. Clubbing but also a bit more to it. I really want to meet more people in the city. URGH, I don't want to go to a club and meet some random prev, I could honestly give a shit less about him wanting to have his way with me. I want to meet someone decent and doesn't get all physical first. I'm actually proud of myself for saying no to these sort of things, but I mean once or twice isn't that bad ;)

So err yeah...

I'm going to watch project runway on youtube

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