Er, am I talking to myself?

I wasted my day again, urgh. I slept in and got really lazy. I'm sick of doing that. I'm going to bed around 2 o'clock and possible waking up around 10. I'm going to call a few friends and see if they want to go out later tomorrow night and spend the day out looking in small shops. I want to look for fabric, I know a small shop close by. I'm going to do some sketches for sure to night and watch project runway or something.
My mom gave me a ton of magazines that I need to look through like 'vogue' and 'style' and all of that.

Urgh, this computer is really fucked up.

I was looking through my desk today, straighting things out and found forms to Parson's I had collected. I want to take summer courses there, but I really wan to go to England and the USA. Actually, I only want to go to the USA to see friends, I could live another year without it obviously, but I want to see my old friends from like seven years ago. Anyways about Parsons, I'm going to email this lady that works there because she gave me her personal email. I'm going to talk to her a bit about what I need to prepare for and if it's possible I can sign up even if I'm underage. Maybe I won't tell her I'm underage..
I really need to make a list of things and get them done. Oh, and I'm dedicating my life to studying for the entire month of January. MEANING no partying, no clubbing, no shopping. It'll be hell but I need to work my ass off for exams. I'm horrible under pressure/stress. I get really emotional and soon want to lock myself up. LMAO, I overreact.
I really feel like calling someone, or sleeping fsj. Maybe I'll go to sleep now and wake up hella early. But I really love being up really late :(

I shouldn't leave post around 2-4 when I am up walking around the house. I have odd thoughts going on at that time. x